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i woke up that morning
bruised by the touch of your lips
dust hit the ground when i set off when you said
i couldn’t feel my hands
the taste of my spit is
setting in and i’m realizing how mean you really can be
your words felt just like
bullets to my knees just let me bleed out please just let me bleed out please
the taste of my spit is finally setting in
and it’s starting to hit me how mean you really can be
your words felt like bullets to my knees just let me bleed out please
i don’t want to hear another apology
your words hurt worse when i, i know you’re being honest so come on and let me know
how all the time we spent this summer really was
just nothing to you oh come on how could you
tell me on how my looks will never pass as the women i wanna be go on keep burning me down down
sorry doesn’t work on me when you’ve used the same old lines about 20 times now in a row i can tell you’re full of it
you see me how you want to and i’m getting pretty used to people like you being in my life for only months at a time
it’s so hard to say goodbye but i can do it effortlessly with no try
you ruined it you ruined it you ruined it you ruined it
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2. |
Rascal Miles-Zombie
02:57
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My eyes won't open all the way
I see you over there and practice what I'd say
The color's gone from this deadpan face
My arms outstretched don't run away
If I wasn't a zombie I would ask you out for coffee
We could make up silly stories 'bout the strangers
When I open up my mouth to speak
Nothin clever comes out of me
And I fear that I am stuck this way forever
I drag my feet pick up the pace
I can hear your heart as it starts to race
Would you slow down I don't like the chase
My arms outstretched don't run away
If I wasn't a zombie I would ask you out for ice cream
We could take our time sampling every flavor
When I open up my mouth to speak
Nothing sweet comes out of me
And I fear that I am stuck this way forever
You'll think I'm emotionally vacant
And I won't communicate well
How can I prove to you I'm not completely lifeless
Just a pearl trapped in a shell
If I wasn't a zombie we could watch a scary movie
If I get nervous could I hide out in your shoulder
When I open up my mouth to scream
You won't hear a peep outta me
And I fear that I am stuck this way forever
So I'll keep a safe distance away
I'll keep a safe distance away
My outstretched
Don't run
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Cut me on your scripture and ill be your witness
Just because I never came running did I dissent
Forever afters quite a long time to hold a grudge
Push the rock up the hill but it'll never budge
Well who knew that I could be so vain
I'll give you something to rethink
I'm not worthy of your praise
I'm not even myself most days
Cut me on your passage and ill never question it
Even when its hard to see it everything happens for a reason
Is it wrong to ask that you never beat this sickness
I only want whats best for you not even thinking of myself
Well who knew that I could be so vain
Ill give you something to rethink
I'm not worthy of your praise im not even myself most days
You only wanted the best me
Ill never fall down at your feet
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Look what they've done to my song, Ma
Look what they've done to my song
Well, it's the only thing I could do half right
And it's turning out all wrong, Ma
Look what they've done to my song
Look what they've done to my brain, Ma
Look what they've done to my brain
Yeah, they picked it like a chicken bone
And they think I'm half insane, Ma
Look what they've done to my brain
Wish I could find a book to live in
Wish I could find a good book
Cause if I could find a real good book
I'd never have to come out and look at
Look what they've done to my song
Na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
And if people are buying tears
We'll be rich someday, Ma
Look what they've done to my brain
But maybe I'll be alright, Ma
Yeah maybe I'll be okay
Cause if the people are buying tears
Then we'll be rich someday, Ma
Look what they've done to my song
Look what they've done to my soul, Ma
Look what they've done to my soul
Yeah, they tied it in a plastic bag
And they shook me upside down, Ma
Look what they've done to my song
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cyanide prince, wash your hair of me
untangle all the footprints in your mind
wild-eyed girl, wash your hands of me
unravel all the yearning deep inside
be my girl
be my girl
be my baby
i'm your baby
and i will metamorphosize, and i will swim right through your eyes
a pool of dirty green is all i need, it's all i need, you're so naive
i say, but i don't mind, the air i breathe, it turns unkind
and i will give you what i want to find, you're on my mind
you're on my mind, oh you're on my mind
butterfly wings for a feathered angel
body cold and still it's like you're dead
where are all the doors that i can open?
tell me all the ones inside your head
i'm so tired
but i'm fine
i'm so tired
but i'm mine
and i will metamorphosize, and i will swim right through your eyes
a pool of dirty green is all i need, you're all i need, you're so naive
i say, but i don't mind, the air i breathe it turns unkind
and i will give you what i want to find, you're on my mind
you're on my mind
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6. |
Kuiper-Morse Code
04:15
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Too late to turn away from who i’ve become
Standing on the precipice of my new decline
All the streets are cracking now under our footsteps
I don’t want to let you down before I let down myself
These nights are full of empty promises of better days to come
Until I fall back into the clockwork of every solitary cry for help
That leaves me broken in two, drifting through the fallout of my expectations
As the wind shifts for another season of disquiet
How many times will I know that you mean well
And still try to drown you out without a second thought
We share a severance with the pieces of
Ourselves that kept us from spiralling into the end
This forest will burn into scattering signatures you left
Everything turning to ashes while we don’t care at all
One by one the signs lead us astray and the stars looked down with indifference
I will swim right through this panel of glass you’ve built up to keep out these conflicts
But there’s more of me than I could bear to say
I couldn’t tell you how to feel any different now
I will linger through the end of the day as you lose yourself again
In the morning you’ll be fine and we’ll do it all over
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What'd I do to deserve this?
What'd I do to deserve this?
What'd I do to deserve this?
What'd I do to deserve this?
And I miss driving 5 hours to Bloomington, Indiana
I miss everyone who's ever been nice to me
And I miss being able to fall asleep at a reasonable hour
I miss everyone and everything
So what the heck even is "normalcy"?
It's something that's never felt true to me
When everything I've ever done is strange and different
Why is all of this affecting me?
What'd I do to deserve this?
What'd I do to deserve this?
What'd I do to deserve this?
What'd I do to deserve this?
And I miss shoving strangers in basements in other states
And I miss saying I love you to my friends' beautiful faces
I miss drinking shitty coffee at a local diner
I miss everyone and everything
So what the heck even is "normalcy"?
It's something that's never felt true to me
When everything I've ever done is strange and different
Why is all of this affecting me?
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used to feel lost but i found my own way
used to be drunk like every day
used to be friends with a bunch of fucking snakes
used to just make like a ton of mistakes
now i make fewer
and i know i'm looking cuter
making beats on my computer
smoking dabs until i'm lunar
shoulda learned sooner
but i'm a late bloomer
i ditched the fucking loser
replaced her with a looper
ivry's so mean
she acts like the fucking queen
unstoppable machine
in the kitchen making fine cuisine
i just smoke green
don't stop at the canteen
not part of any scene
always staring at my fucking screen
tired of it all
tired of it all
trying to get to get my shit heard
trying to find the find the right word
trying to not sound absurd
trying to work with a bird
i'm tired
tired of it yeah
it's iv
without a y on the end
pure beauty
a fucking trophy girlfriend
no degree
and i'm not that well read
don't like me?
well that is your loss shithead
i've got range
and i've got fucking talent
i am strange
and i'm bit unbalanced
pick my brain
like it's a fucking salad
say my name
like it's a fucking habit
here me said
ivry ivry ivrytower
if i try really hard
then i'll fucking excel
doing okay
yeah i'm really well
look on the past
don't really dwell
need autocorrect
cause i can't really spell
i'm broke as joke
yeah i'm broke as hell
shop at the thrift store
not chanel
i don't care what you think if you can't tell
every hundred steps
i use repel
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I'm on my time with everyone
I have very bad posture
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
I'm anemic royalty
Give me a Leonard Cohen afterworld
So I can sigh eternally
I'm so tired I can't sleep
I'm a liar and a thief
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
I'm anemic royalty
I'm on warm milk and laxatives
Cherry-flavored antacids
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
I'm anemic royalty
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11. |
Empty Pleasures-Fantasy
06:18
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Cruising down the avenue, top speed 3 miles per hour
My body is cold but my hands are kept warm
My life spills over
You don’t know I’m coming
I’m coming and you don’t know
At all
Call me some other time, I know you’re spending one more night alone
Do you wanna do something?
Do you something with me?
Do you wanna do something?
Do you something with me?
Where are you right now? I wish I could just make contact
Sitting on my couch, feeling lonely in my home
I talk to your sister
She knows I’m coming
I’m coming and you don’t know
At all
Call me some other time, I know you’re spending one more night alone
Do you wanna do something?
Do you something with me?
Do you wanna do something?
Do you something with me?
Knock on your door but no is home
At all
Call me some other time, I know you’re spending one more night alone
Do you wanna do something?
Do you something with me?
Do you wanna do something?
Do you something with me?
Call me some other time, I’m waiting for another night alone
Do you wanna do something?
Do you wanna do something with me?
Do you wanna do something?
Because I wanna do something with you
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13. |
Nico Muhoberac-Minnows
03:41
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kindergarten halloween
i am tearing at the seams
tell me how to
to feel okay
when i’m so tired all the time and every day’s the same
what a waste of a summer
what a waste of a fall
i’m beginning to wonder
if it’s all worth it at all
make me upset
do it please
i need something
to pin these feeling
pin this feeling
this is my plea
act like every church i cross means something to me
it’s getting colder
so i can feel
that so familiar
comforting smell
it creeps into my
my bones and soul
makes it seem like tomorrow might be brighter than foretold
when all hope seems to plunder
i just look at the wall
and i picture a river
minnows swimming and all
there’s no doubt in their minds
they’re just swimming in line
such a small part of this world
but they don’t seem to mind
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14. |
Ray & The Red Giants-99
04:05
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Fucked up yes i know
Who'd’ve guessed
But if there’s one thing that’s
for sure
It’s
That I don’t know much of anything
and I sure hell don’t know you
So forgive me when I say this no actually I don’t care if you do
wouldn’t you like to know?
how I make it look so easy
okay maybe I lie
but believe me when I say
I feel better
I feel hundred times better
I’ve been hurting for quite some time
I forgot how to kiss
will you come here and show me
take your time and take some of mine
I don’t know how much longer the each of us have
wouldn’t you like to know?
how I make it look so easy
okay maybe I lie
but believe me when I say
I feel better
I feel a hundred times better
At least 99
At least 99 x 4
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You should have been able to tell right then
I can't stop when I know what's best
The layers were peeling in yellow paint piles
My room became a dusty mess.
Who knew about you? I don't think I knew
The summer rain ruined the wall.
None of my bedroom furniture warned me
About you or rainstorms at all.
Bronxy Marie, you're down by the river
But how can your bronx garden grow?
With songwriters singing under your trees
Like vegetables all in a row.
Can you tell me which one of us is living
The correct American dream?
It seems that you cannot even discern
A smocking stitch from a straight seam.
Either way, it's a fabrication
A quilt that your grandmommy stitched
She's sewing the states onto the outlined nation
A comfort that no one sleeps with.
The last bitch was born when the first one was done.
Because of this action the battle was won.
The last bitch is sure that the first one is numb.
She's wailing and moaning from under my thumb.
I'm squeezing a flashlight in between my teeth
It's because of this that I'm able to see
Your bitch is a devil with an angel's grin
She's waiting for you on the head of a pin.
Bronxy Marie, you're down by the river
But how can your bronx garden grow?
With songwriters singing under your trees
Like vegetables all in a row
credits
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Can you see me, I’m standing right here
Do you hear my plea, did it disappear
I’m trying to tell you, is it going through
As I try to escape from this one way mirror
Can you see me, through the looking glass
Are you finally free, free from the impasse
I’ve tried to tell you, what I hope’ll go through
It’s okay to become one, we can’t live without
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17. |
Wine Pong-LIGHT THE FIRE
01:51
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come on down to the furnace fun
dont you wanna kick it with your number one
LIGHT THE FIRE, my one desire
im so depressed just wanna light the match
come on down to the furnace fun
dont you wanna kick it with your new grandson
LIGHT THE FIRE, my one desire
feelin stressed just wanna burn the bitch
throw the sault back
dont pay for laundry
im gonna call that
dont think you get me
throw the sault back
dont pay for laundry
you wanna get some?
ill burn the city
the fire's fine, it really is.
cant you just take my word for it
one two three four i declare a thumb war
smoke and then asphyxiate, let me take you on a date.
one two three four i declare a thumb war
smoke and then asphyxiate, let me take you on a date.
one two three four i declare a thumb war
smoke and then asphyxiate, let me take you on a date
(come on down to the furnace fun
dont you wanna kick it with your new home run, come on down to the furnace fun
dont you wanna kick it with your cool shotgun)
come on down to the furnace fun
dont you wanna kick it with your sweet someone
LIGHT THE FIRE, my one desire
im so depressed just wanna light the match
come on down to the furnace fun
dont you wanna kick it with your hot crossed bun
LIGHT THE FIRE, my one desire
im feelin stressed just wanna burn the bitch
there's gonna be a big ol fire!
its gonna be a big one. better count your blessings.
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18. |
Mocktale-Tea For 2
03:13
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Meet me in the garden
We can talk about the rain
And how it never fails to make us feel
Like frogs stuck in a drain
Meet me in the park
We can climb all of the trees
Forget about our reputations
Ignore that we’re in our 20s
Cause I just wanna be a kid again
Small and free and having no regrets
I just wanna be a kid again
Cause kids don’t have to deal with this
But I’m stuck at 22
Waiting for a call from you
Longing to escape this zoo
Bring me back, I hate these rules
I’m sinking and I’m drowning
I’m clogging up the pipes
I’m waiting for an
Opportunity to get this right
So meet me in the world
I will find a way to fight
Past all the demons and the goblins
That are haunting up my night
Cause I just wanna be a kid again
Sheltered, babied aching for what’s next
I just wanna be a kid again
Kids don’t have to live through this
But I’m stuck at 22
Waiting for a call from you
Longing to escape this zoo
Bring me back, I hate these rules
I’m sinking and I’m drowning
I’m clogging up the pipes
I’m waiting for an
Opportunity to get this right
So meet me anywhere
And I’ll find a way to be
Someone stupid, someone different
Someone anyone but me
Cause I have found myself
believing in destiny
And I have caught myself
Tugging on a red string
And I can’t help myself
When I see the way you look at me
Cause I wish I could be
just 10% of what you need
But I just wanna be a kid again
Gross and plotting pettiest revenge
I just wanna be a kid again
Life feels like I’m trapped in a ditch
But I’m stuck at 22
Waiting for a call from you
Longing to escape this zoo
Bring me back, I hate these rules
I’m sinking and I’m drowning
I’m clogging up the pipes
I’m waiting for an
Opportunity to get this right
So meet me in the dark
And I’ll show you how to see
All the monsters and the fables
And you’ll find they look like me
I just wanna be a kid again
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Fell in love with a girl
I fell in love once and almost completely
She's in love with the world
But sometimes these feelings
Can be so misleading
She turns and says "Are you alright?"
I said "I must be fine 'cause my heart's still beating."
Come and kiss me by the riverside,
Bobby says it's fine he don't consider it cheating now
Red hair with a curl
Mellow roll for the flavor
And the eyes were peeping
Can't keep away from the girl
These two sides of my brain
Need to have a meeting
Can't think of anything to do
My left brain knows that
All love is fleeting
She's just looking for something new
I said it once before
But it bears repeating now
Can't think of anything to do
My left brain knows that
All love is fleeting
She's just looking for something new
And I said it once before
But it bears repeating now
Fell in love with a girl
I fell in love once and almost completely
She's in love with the world
But sometimes these feelings
Can be so misleading
She turns and says "Are you alright?"
I said "I must be fine 'cause my heart's still beating"
Come and kiss me by the riverside,
Bobby says it's fine he don't consider it cheating now
Can't think of anything to do
My left brain knows that
All love is fleeting
She's just looking for something new
And I said it once before
But it bears repeating now
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20. |
NiXX-fuck sHit??
01:40
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I DONT WANNA FEEL
WANNA FEEL NO PAIN
AND I DONT WANNA FEEL
WANNA FEEL ANYTHING
SHOVING BARS IN MY NOSE
WANNA STAY INSANE
KEEPING THOUGHTS AWAY
WITH THE DUST ON MY BRAIN
cant see straight
got the party on tint
eyes all fucked
till i take another sip
yall got me fucked up
a bitch needs a hit
like ur dawgs been bad
so we hop in the whip
goin 90 now she want me
said she loved me all along
do what i want
nah the highs dont stop
swallow all the pillies
nah we dont feel a thing
got me acting silly
crash the car for a fling
fuck a straight line
bitch i walk where i want
words falling out
i got both my eyes shut
bitch i stay high
keep my xans up front
if it keeps me nodding
then you got what i want
I DONT WANNA FEEL
WANNA FEEL NO PAIN
AND I DONT WANNA FEEL
WANNA FEEL ANYTHING
SHOVING BARS IN MY NOSE
WANNA STAY INSANE
KEEPING THOUGHTS AWAY
WITH THE DUST ON MY BRAIN
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I was in love for the second time
She told me not to lie
You said, honey, I can sense that you're
Struggling to find out what happened to you
On tour and alone with nothing to lose
Cried myself to sleep that night
I haven't wrapped my head around it
Maybe I should think about
Your hands on my sides, my shirt lost to wine
When I turned around and said
"I can't believe you like me"
When I turned around and said
"I can't believe you like me better than the rest"
When I turned around and said
"I can't believe you like me better than the rest"
Turns out kissing someone older
Doesn't mean there's gonna be a lesson attached
Say, I'm mature for my age
But there's a bed to be made, why don't you lie in it?
Swear I'll take this one to my grave
And nothing's gonna change
Oh man, it is the same
There's a child writing stories of when they become king
And learn to take everything
When I turned around and said
"I can't believe you like me better than the rest"
When I turned around and said
"I can't believe you like me better than the rest"
Oh, better than the rest
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